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Please, forgive me... I beg you...

This is something I wanted to draw since I first started to write my fanfic. I think it expresses quite well the way I felt when I had to kill Vicente and other Sanctuary members...
No, if you're wondering, this is not going to happen in the fic!

I'm quite proud of the background, it took me centuries (and some photoshop crash, too

). I used a screenshot as reference and wonderfull

's brushes.

Lineart and background done in Photoshop, colours in Painter, editing in Photoshop.
Tons of textures used, mostly by

and

Vicente Valtieri and everything related to TESIV: Oblivion are (c) Bethesda Softworks
Etherys (c) me

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for suggestions, as usual!

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~The-Serene-Mage Oct 5, 2012 Hobbyist Writer

Read your fic, I felt sad when she killed him. You said in the artist comment of this picture that it wasn't going to happen, that she wasn't going to kill him T^T

~vampirisa Oct 5, 2012 Hobbyist Digital Artist

No actually what I meant was that this "forgive me" moment wasn't going to happen...

Moreover, the fanfic was originally quite longer than the chapters I published here on DA, but I never had the chance to translate and adapt it in English since my beta reader left DA

I'm sorry I made you sad, but believe me, it was harder for me to write it!

~The-Serene-Mage Oct 5, 2012 Hobbyist Writer

Oh, I understand now

Sorry for the confusion

~vampirisa Oct 5, 2012 Hobbyist Digital Artist

No problems

*AnnaValtieri Apr 7, 2012 Hobbyist General Artist

Awwwww. I was sailing through the Vicente section once again, and as soon as I saw this I thought of "'Until Death Do Us Part". I almost fell out of the chair once I saw who this was by!

I knew it just looked way too familiar.
This is beautiful, tragically beautiful. I barely could stop crying the first time I had to do the Purification. Lucien's words alone made my blood freeze. I just can't bring myself to do it again. I get to emotional over it all, so I just leave it as it is after Phillida is slain. I love everyone too much, especially Viva on his own. Of course, as soon as I walked up to him, Blade of Woe in my hand, "You are like a dark gift from the Night Mother herself, please, tell me how I can help." I just burst out crying, and broke down. And even after all of this, Applewatch wasn't much different. I was just as heartbroken over Lucien. I know the Purification wasn't what he wanted. Vicente after all is the one who made him as great as he is, he was only taking dreadful orders.
But anyway, I just really wanted to say something. This deviation is absolutely, heart-shatteringly, beautiful. I wish so much that there would have been an alternative. A chance to uncover the real traitor and stop the Purification all together, no matter how difficult of a task.

~AshTree52593 Oct 3, 2011

i hated having to kill Vicente, he was the last brother i killed, and i just imagined my character whispering "Forgive me" before he delivered the final blow. I was also devastated when i saw Lucien hung up and torn apart.

~vampirisa Oct 3, 2011 Hobbyist Digital Artist

Dark Brotherhoods is quite a heartbreaking questline, but I guess you can't expect from an assassin guild anything else than murders... or at least that's what game creators thought. *sigh*

!PazzoStrega Apr 19, 2011 Hobbyist Writer

Oh yeah, I know this pain. :S I always feel sorry for other members, they were kinda... Nice. :s

~vampirisa Apr 20, 2011 Hobbyist Digital Artist

Dark Brotherhood questline is damn sad, you kill all of them and there is no way to show a bit of regret in the game.

!PazzoStrega Apr 20, 2011 Hobbyist Writer

But there is always Whispered Warning mod.

But Lucien's fate is even more horrible. No one says ,,Lucien is dead, what a pity, he was great Speaker...", even that bitch Arquen...

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